No fap

[G-host]

So this is day 4 of my 90 days no fap challenge. It was a long time since i went without masturbation and all of the porn. I remember the last time as one of the best times of my life, I felt really alive. Then i broke my streak and started to play with myself as crazy! Since then, i have only got about a few days without it, maximum for 10 days one time recently and it felt really good, and muy energy started to shift from my dick area into my mind, heart and then all over my body. Im curious to how im going to feel this time. Already i starting to get another sense of wellbeing. But at the same time, for a moment there before i started this tread, it felt as if i was about to explode in my pants. Not an orgasm explosion but one becuse theres an excess of energy. My mind and my dreams are also getting clearer from thinking about sex and my daydreams seams more real now.

[G-host]

Been listning to this funny guy

www.youtube.com/watch?v=Adz0KQ6dOdg

haha

[G-host]

I was feeling restless these two days but im better now.. i overcame it

[G-host]

So, i was feeling a bit horny for a while and eventually turned to porn.. Afterwards, i felt like, guilty and a bit ashamed of myself. Felt like a failure becuse of it but then i remembered what Alex Vartman tought. Its tantra for those who dont know (recommend to watch that one). He explains how after an orgasm, men have a hungover for 15-17 days. Around 16 days of low hormones and neurtransmitters. He also talked about how if you orgasm without cumming, if you stop right before the ejaculation, you save 80% of the energy. So his challenge was not to ejaculate, for 21 days. 

To sell this movie i want to touch what he is talking about, how to have great sex and about the spirit of it. He explains how to focus on the base of the spine and have the kundalini shoot up the spine, instead of ejaculating. And he mentions that when accumulating this energy, this, CREATIVE energy (cuz it gives life), you can channel it into your lifes purpose!

[N2thevoid]

R u whacking it rn?

[G-host]

a little bit now and then, maybe 3 times a week or so. some weeks i go nuts, other times, less. but i try to not ejaculate (even thou it does get messy anyway sometimes but not often). And as i told in the beginning, the last time i went without it completaly for a few months, i felt potent in my presence. It was almost as a kind of a high. Life felt more real, i had better anchor to reality.. good times. I want that again but yeah, after having this habit for a long time, its hard, you know..

[G-host]

I have noticed that, when i cum often, its not as good as when i do it rarely. If rarely, i get really sensitive and have an orgasm quicker. Thats for me, having a good time by yourself. When having sex thou, i like doing it as mutch as i can becuse i can then keep it up better

[G-host]

I have practised semen retention for a long time now but i feel something is still missing. I feel highly infuenced by lust. For entertainment, food and especially for women. Im tired of chasing short pleasure when i know theres a greater joy that is everlasting out there or to be more exact, within myself. Even thou im more energized by not spilling my semen, i still feel "un pure". Thats why ive been reading and sturying Brahmacharya. It is about purity in thought, word and deed. One of the major rules is celibacy. And theres a few minor milestones to reach by this practise, and a few major ones. And along with this practise comes gerat mental powers. Im copying this from a book on celibacy but i have lost the source im quoting from..

1. 1 month – the first minor milestone. During the first month of continuous celibacy practice,
mind cooperates 40% and non-cooperates 60%, that too, if one uses good yogic techniques.
If one does not use good yogic techniques, even 1 month’s continuous celibacy becomes
impossible for people who are otherwise known as strong-willed and highly sincere in academics
or professional fields. So, the first month requires extreme caution and tenacity of will, apart
from steady application of good yogic techniques.

2. 3 months – the second minor milestone. From the first month onward till 3 months of
continuous celibacy practice, mind cooperates 50% and non-cooperates 50%. So, this phase is
also quite troublesome.

3. 6 months – the third minor milestone. From the 3rd month onward till 6 months of
continuous celibacy practice, mind cooperates 60% and non-cooperates 40%. So, again lots of
caution and tenacity of will required.

4. 1 year – the first major milestone. From 6 months till 1 year of continuous celibacy practice,
mind cooperates 70% and non-cooperates 30%. So, this is much better than first 3 milestones.
That’s why 1 year of continuous celibacy practice is the first major milestone.

5. 3 years – the second major milestone. From 1 year till 3 years’ continuous celibacy practice,
mind cooperates 80% and non-cooperates 20%. After the first year of continuous celibacy, unless
one does some real foolishness vis-a-vis environmental factors due to pride or over-confidence,
the chance for downfall is NIL. After 3 years of continuous celibacy practice, kundalini awakening
begins (can begin even earlier in exceptional cases). It is at this stage that one experiences great
joy during meditation. This joy is so intoxicating that addiction to less intense joy of sexuality is
easily overcome by the aspirant. So, one can give a celebratory party to all his/her friends once
one reaches 3 years of continuous celibacy practice.

6. Full awakening of Ajna chakra (also called the third eye) – the third major milestone. After 3
years of continuous celibacy practice, mind cooperates 90% and non-cooperates 10%. This stage
continues till kundalini awakens and reaches the 2nd highest chakra, Ajna chakra. Once that
stage is reached, mind cooperates 100% and the trouble of downfall is exactly NIL irrespective
of environmental factors. Medha Nadi is awakened fully in this stage and the person develops
an amazing brain-power in terms of memory, concentration, thinking and visualization. This
is too advanced stage (just one stage prior to Self-Realization) in which one is fully aware even
during deep sleep. This stage may come any time after 3 years’ continuous celibacy practice –
Nisagardatt Maharaj of Mumbai being one example of 3 years, Buddha being the example of 6
years and Mahavira being the example of 12 years – all these sages reached even higher than
Ajna chakra stage, i.e., full Self-Realization. But, generally this stage is reached in a vast majority
of cases after at least 12 years of continuous celibacy practice.

I know this isnt the path for everyone. I fully accept sex and dont think that its un pure or anything, its actually something really beautiful. But there is another way to live. I dont expect to be celibat for 12 years (maybe when im an old man) becuse, i hope 2 marry my wife when i find her. And i want kids. But until then, I want to walk this path close to God. Ive heard the call and now im ready to answer!

[N2thevoid]

May 21, 2023 13:55:01 GMT G-host said:

I was feeling restless these two days but im better now.. i overcame it

Over CAME

[G-host]

I went without porn and masturbating for 16 days. The first few days it felt as if something was crawling under my skin. Then i felt calm and peace for a few days after. After about two weeks it felt as if i was leveling out.. i felt normal. And slowly my energy started to stop going downwards and rise instead! Didnt see much other benefits exept that i was feeling more collected and present.

[G-host]

How many of you have tried NoFap? Any advice?

[G-host]

What happens when doing this practise is that, it raises the kundalini. Its represented by a snake - sexual energy. In christianity its called chrism or, christ oil. Sciense call it spinal fluid. It goes down thrue the spine and intensifies in the body. When you do good and dont sin (masturbatin is seen as sinful, and/or to ejaculate and loose the semen), this fluid goes back to the brain and into the third eye. Fysically it "turns on" a light. And you become enlightened. You will have divine thoughts and the light will illuminate the body. Thats what i am after. Its blissful! 


And when this happens, dormant brain cells will awaken.

[G-host]

Another thing ive been thinking about is that when you get a boner, the blood flows into your sexual organ and less blood is up in the head. After a while, with exessive masturbation or sex, the body is used to flow to create an erection. But after being abstinent for a while, it gets used to not go down there.

[G-host]

Sept 17, 2023 11:52:46 GMT G-host said:

What happens when doing this practise is that, it raises the kundalini. Its represented by a snake - sexual energy. In christianity its called chrism or, christ oil. Sciense call it spinal fluid. It goes down thrue the spine and intensifies in the body. When you do good and dont sin (masturbatin is seen as sinful, and/or to ejaculate and loose the semen), this fluid goes back to the brain and into the third eye. Fysically it "turns on" a light. And you become enlightened. You will have divine thoughts and the light will illuminate the body. Thats what i am after. Its blissful! 


And when this happens, dormant brain cells will awaken.

"The light of the body is the eye: if therefore thine eye be single, thy whole body shall be full of light."

[G-host]

Started to have better impulse control after a few days. After that, it only got better. More even mood, present in the moment. Better memory and dreams of the future.